Depression is real Tumblr. I have never felt more discombobulated emotionally than I am now. I am continuously eating my feelings, hiding my feelings, avoiding crying every night. Resulting to doing bad things instead of trying to make myself happy. Ignoring everything about me. Low self-esteem, Hate towards myself, emptiness, loneliness, removal of pretty much everyone in my life, and once again my low self-esteem.
I continuously seek approval from people with the understanding that I don’t need their approval. I have issues moving forward and issues with people disowning or replacing me. I continuously believe that everyone hates me mostly because I hate myself.
Crying everynight is no fun. Hiding in the internet is no help either, Nor is hiding in my room.